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| so i am like a dancing queen if you will. i mean, i can bust a move, do the cha cha, tango, marenge like it's nobody's business..."i was the only.." you can fill in the blanks all of those who know me well. our friends bekah and andrew got married....so stinking beautiful...and yardo played the cello like a mamma jamma...it was a great time...i think i gorged myself on food and this time the cake at this wedding wasnt chocolate, i could actually eat it, it was strawberry!!! my favorite!! HOOLLLLER....ok, i have to drive home early early...i have a big day with someone special :)
p.s. yardley totally straddled a giant log with troys car...yeah, for real...hrrmmmm.....make sure to ask her about it..... | | |
| SOO...... i get to go see cool hand luke april 28. if you don't know who they are..i'm sorry that you have missed out on a most phenomenal band and you should check them out. my fav. cd is wake up o sleeper. grab that and you'll be hooked. | | |
| studying for finals...om-gosh...yeah..that much fun. true i spent my friday night studying. at least yardley is as dorky as i am and we mowed down on some frozen pizza and got kinda pukie from the overload of caffiene mixed with stress and anxiety. wow..the lord wants me to trust Him with everything...forever. so i guess i better figure out a way not to get so pukie when he is just asking me to lean on him. hrm...what's that look like?? not sure but maybe one day i'll finally get it.
Isaiah 30: 21 "whether you turn to the right or to the left, your ears will hear a voice behind you, saying, ' This is the way; walk in it.'"
mmmm....yeah...good stuff... | | |
| it's 3 am and i can't sleep....i have that sickly stomach feeling i get every now and again...who knows but i know that i am feeling a bit melancholy...i just want to be great and firm..solid...i am tired of going back and forth. i feel like a wave being tossed, sometimes i just feel like this unstable freak who can't seem to keep it straight. one minute i think i know and the next my mind is completely racing and i have to fight my flesh. this world is so distracting, people, music, movies,commercialism, jobs, success, even relationships are distracting...they take my mind off of you Lord. i hear your voice and it tells me things that are wonderful, noble, pure and true and i love it and i long to do it ....then the world and these gross fleshy things come in and it's like in an instant i've forgotten that i even heard you speak...and i decide on these other things and i think these other things are what i want and need. God i need you to be my rock....my strong place, my fortress, my refuge....i need you to be the constant and i need your peace...i need YOU. hold me and i mean hold me in a way that makes me feel safe, not in an emotional fill my selfish desires way but in a way that i can love you because i want to and because i can trust you because you make me feel safe and protected....i have questions...i don't know the answers...i am afraid...i don't want to disappoint you...i don't want to screw up ...i don't want to make wrong decisions..i want your best...your best for this life...it's for this hour, FAther be glorified!!! | | |
| so my valentines started out rocky...mostly..well only bc my boss at one of my jobs isn't the nicest person (the understatement of the year) but... i have an amazing family and friends who brightened my evening. when i got home i found that my boys aka my bandmates had gotten me flowers for v-day. how stinking nice!! they are amazing and i love them so much. and my family got me all kinds of candy, low fat and chocolate free of course!! and i enjoyed the entertaining sounds, performance and passion of mute math. great band, bad venue. but if no one has ever heard them or seen them. do it, it will be one of the best show you'll ever see!!! | | |
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